Such an interesting interim. I am surprised at how many people have told us about going through similar situations. It is as if life just sporadically erases the chalk board so we can live a different life or a better one.
We have been keeping ourselves busy with the Celtic Festival this weekend. I bet I talked to a hundred people. Where else would a hundred people stop and talk to me? Only in Elbert County. We are at a place now where we are writing down ideas, desires, questions, and dreams. Where do we want to live? We are considering Elbert County. We are really considering the western slope of Colorado (vineyards and farms, y’all!). That one was Doug’s idea. The same distance away is Taos. My dream. But, I got vetoed again. Doug really wants to stay in Colorado. We want the kids near us. Will they follow us?
“Will you be homeless for long?” one of my favorite vendors asked caringly.
“Oh, I wouldn’t think so,” was my reply. No, Doug and I are not ready to choose a bridge design to live under. We are far too ambitious for that. But we don’t want to rush into anything.
My downfall is that I panic and we take the first place available. That thus far has not worked out for us. So, even though we have a general base of what we want that we agree on, we are listening. A possible job offer came up for Doug but would he be happy there? A homesteading couple has an idea for us we are discussing Monday. We can manifest anything we want which is why we have to be careful what we wish for. I manifested the opportunity to live in a shed on someone else’s land. (Remember that post?) Whoops. This time we want a two story adobe house on a hundred acres! We are listening to murmurs and whispers and contacts and choosing a path.
A man from one of the clans at the festival got an enchanted look on his face and walked towards me.
“I see a Cherokee Princess,” he said in all seriousness.
I was shocked. “How did you know I was Cherokee?”
He said he was Cherokee as well. I said that I noticed a lot of folks were Cherokee and Scottish/Irish. He said that was because when the Scots came over to North Carolina and the east (my grandfather landed in 1716) they noticed that they had very similar religions as the Indians. What folks consider Wiccan now was considered normal practice with the Celts, a deep reverence for the Earth, and symbols of things in nature matched up with the Native religions. That made sense. It is part of what my novel is about that I have been writing and filled me with a few more ideas.
Will I be the next JK Rowling? Will Doug be a professional pool player? Will we own a vineyard? Will we….?